isn't it obvious what i'm feeling?

There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.-Carl Jung


Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.-Kahlil Gibran


Depression, when it’s clinical, is not a metaphor. It runs in families, and it’s known to respond to medication and to counseling. However truly you believe there’s a sickness to existence that can never be cured, if you’re depressed you will sooner or later surrender and say: I just don’t want to feel bad anymore. The shift from depressive realism to tragic realism, from being immobilized by darkness to being sustained by it, thus strangely seems to require believing in the possibility of a cure… -Jonathan Franzen


Better by far you should forget and smile than that you should remember and be sad.-Christina Georgina Rossetti

There is no greater sorrow than to recall in misery the time when we were happy. -Dante


We ask God to forgive us for our evil thoughts and evil temper, but rarely, if ever ask Him to forgive us for our sadness.-R.W. Dale


You can choose to be happy or sad and whichever you choose that is what you get. No one is really responsible to make someone else happy, no matter what most people have been taught and accept as true.-Sidney Madwed







my mom left....my brother will soon leave....and pretty soon..it's gonna be my birthday and christmas and new year.... and i have only one wish.....

i want my family to be complete this christmas :''(

its gonna be a SAD birthday...no plans...i dont feel like planning anything on my birthday... 2 days before christmas..wow...i just hope something comes up on my birthday....


santa...all i want for christmas is my family... :(