BOTHERED :'(

im sooo super bothered since yesterday pa... i want to cry but i dont know if i have to... i dont know if its ryt to cry over something your not sure of... crazy isnt it..but..wtf...i dont care..im too bothered to care...why?

wel..yesterday...he was at my house..busy playing with my piano..then.i looked at his phone..and for the first time..its not locked..(un ang mahirap pag may lock code ang phone then di alam nung partner mo ung code)..so i browsed it while he's busy...i found an email add of a girl in his drafts/saved items..(f*ck!) then..i found the name of the girl in his phonebook..including the telphone no...damn..i dont know how to react... i dont want to scream at his face and ask who the heck is that girl..cuz im not yet sure..maybe she's just one of his clasmates or whatever...

so the next day..i searched the e-add... damn..what a bitch... f*ck...
i froze...
i mean she's not beautiful (for me)..but hell!..why does he have her number.. to think that the girl lives in makati...and a model!..tangna...


i dont know what to do.....

to think na 41st monthsary pa namen today...

haii...


shitness...



i dont want my nightmare to come true.....
YES...this was the nightmare i was talking bout in my last last blog...
but not the exact happening...
damn...
it hurts....

i hate this....